Manic Depressive.

School is over but I still feel stressed and worried. Why? I couldn't tell you. Actually, I can a little.

• A friend is having a hard time. Things keep happening to him. I don't know what to say. I'm not good with advice, I can't volunteer anything, so I just sit there. All I can do is sympathize with him and all I can think to do is hug him. What do I have to offer? Nothing. That's why I'm down and out. I want to make him feel better. Things keep happening and I can't do anything.
• Pathetic Carmen Time: I'm single. I get in these bouts at times and I'm in one.
• Money is super tight and that is a huge contributor to my stress.
• I'm kind of jealous of a certain person's situation and I don't like this. I'm not the jealous type-- but this also has to do with those bouts I get at times.
• Stupid Facebook won't load!
• I'm stupid. Things happen and I don't take advantage of them.
• His voice is gorgeous.
• I'm stuck with a person I don't want to be stuck with. Ever.

Today I was feeling great. I was out of an exam in 10 minutes. I had my last exam today which means school is over. I don't have to do anything tomorrow except sleep and get coffee. I was doing pretty well but then somewhere it changed and I feel a miniature version of sadness. I don't like it and I don't know what to do about it.

Carmen.