Sickly Sinning

I'm feeling lazy. This isn't a new thing either. I've been feeling lazy off and on for about a week. My room is a mess, I've done close to zero homework, I don't even want to think about going to work. I want to get out of this.

I think I'm getting sick again. That sucks, right? I just got over a really terrible virus and to get sick again would be terrible. I have a sore throat again and I'm so exhausted. Going to bed at 10 didn't help last night either. I'm still tired and would love to go to sleep.

In order to get myself out of this state of dulldrum/invalidism I've challenged myself to list 5 things I'm excited about. Cheesy? Oh, yes.

1. Sunday I'll be finding a small group to be apart of. Last time all the small groups met on all the days I had to work and not one of them was less than 30 minutes away. I'm feeling very positive about this grouplink.
2. Actually, I'm just excited about Sundays in general. I've realized it's my favorite day. I love going to church. I wish everyone were as excited about Jesus as I am.
3. I'll (hopefully) be going to the Upper Room to see Jeff play one last time. I'm not excited about Jeff leaving the band, but excited to hear them play.
4. I got a 90 on my last math test. That's crazy. This isn't false modesty, but I thought I would've gotten a 70. Lately I've been thinking that maybe I'm not bad at math-- I'm pretty sure I just never gave it the chance until now.
5. This might sound a bit vague, but I'm excited about the unknown. Sometimes I get these feelings like something good will happen-- not that something good really ever happens when I get this feeling-- but it's a feeling that has got me excited.
6. I'm listing a sixth for good measure-- I'm excited about love. All kinds of it. I seem to find it in the most unsuspecting places. I seem to have more love in one area than another, but I'm not sure that's possible. Let's just say I'm ready for it. I'm open to it. Bring it on. It doesn't seem right to pick and choose what types of love I'm offered and I'm a snob if I only want a certain kind.

Carmen.