Am I old or are you just getting younger?

Well, kids (and I believe I warrent the use of 'kids'), I feel extremely young but I know it just means I'm getting old. Here's a sure sign that I'm getting old, I'm excited over it but disappointed at the same time: I will graduate by the end of the summer. Yeah, I know, it's crazy, right? I wasn't expecting it to sneak up on me so much. I'm so excited over this but this is just one step closer to adulthood and I don't like it. My biggest fear isn't dying, it's growing up.

I've found my standard. I mean, how I know when I'm grownup. I know I'm grownup when I pass up the chance to jump on bubble wrap. This realization came to me when I and the 'bou crew were setting up Christmas decorations and there were sheets of bubble wrap and I was the only one with the uncontrollable urge to pop them. In fact, when all was said and done, I laid that bubble wrap on the floor and did a small song and dance routine. Everyone stared, but now I know-- they're all grownup and just don't understand.

Starbucks and nothing tonight. I'm actually muchly content on this routine I have on Fridays and Sundays. Sundays are the best: Church (What's better than Jesus?), Qdoba (I've been informed that it's "my place" so I'm taking advantage of that), random crap in between (this could range from buying pants to getting hair cuts), end at Starbucks (a blessing from God), then I get home early enough to get my school junk together. It's pretty amazing. Friday's are the condensed version of the above-- which means coffee. However, Fridays are also concert night so this varies. Usually there will be a month of coffee and then three months of shows, etc.

Saw Dearly Beloved dress rehearsal last night-- very good. I suggest seeing it. And holy saint francis, last night was fun. My theatre friends are crazy and my home school friends viewed this and... it was great. Brixx, thanks for being open til 1.

Lots of exciting things happening. Tomorrow is the reunion for Camp Questiers and I can't wait. I've been looking forward to this all week. Yay for favorite summer activities!

Despite lots of homework, tests, papers and procrastination, life is pretty awesome. Good things. Good life(ish).


Yum, crotch-fries, my favorite.
--Carmen